The Detective came this morning!

Thursday February 23, 2023 @ 6:24 PM

I feel excitement and relief that after thirteen years of searching for the truth, it may only be a matter of a few months till I know who I am. Yet, I also feel overwhelming depleting debilitating exhaustion. It may soon be over…

That is hard to fathom with everything I have been through my whole life along with these last thirteen years of searching.

He took two samples just incase the first sample had something wrong with it. It will take many weeks for the samples to be tested before the results can go to UNTCHI and be entered into the CODIS. They apparently do the testing differently from the genealogy testing sites. I told him I did not mind how long it was because I want it done right. I don’t want no shortcuts nor “Wam-Bam-Bing-Bang job”.

Dealing With Hypocrites Who Don’t Know A Friggin Thing!

I am clearly upset and I am not ashamed to be upset by this. If anybody should be ashamed, its the people who act shocked and horrified by what happens to kids like me and gloat about what should happen to the perps, but then make no legal effort to help the kids like me. 

THAT IS WHO SHOULD BE ASHAMED!

The other night I went searching for other sites on WordPress.com about missing and exploited children and came across one sight that upset me so greatly I left a long comment and I feel no remorse over this comment I left. The WordPress site, if you wish to read it is, unless refreshing your coffee is more important to you than reading an article that cheapens the lives and wellbeing of kids like me:

“When you are a Politically-Protected Species, you can get away with Crimes Against Children”by Miguel.GFZ, Gun Free Zone Gunfreezone.net September 26, 2022.

On a more happier note, I received a phone call from the Detective today and they will be coming either this Thursday, Friday, March 6, 7, 9, or 10th, 2023 to get a sample of my DNA to test against the sample of the family member they have. He said he would call me to let me know which day they will come to get the sample. He told me not to get excited for a quick turn-around because it will take weeks to test my DNA before they can give it to Texas to enter into CODIS. So I am hoping I can have an answer by June 2023, but it could be longer.

I am tired and I just want closure in this sad and tragic life. 

THIS IS NOT TOO MUCH TO ASK!

Update About the Case

     

I see Word Press has its dates messed up. At this very moment, where I am, it is Monday February 13, 2023, at 10:03 PM. Word Press, please fix your computer’s clock!

This will be a short update. I am excited and feeling hopeful. I received a phone call this morning from the Detective and he said he spoke with the company I did a DNA test with about 3 1/2 to 4 years ago. The test they do is not on the level of the type of DNA test that is necessary to match to family members. So, he told me that he would need to schedule an appointment to drive to me to get a cheek swab and turn it into the Texas lab to upload to CODIS. In another word, UNTCHI. Yea, that one. The great thing about this is even if I am not this baby, my DNA will be in CODIS so that there can be “a hit” for another missing child case.

I am tired. I have been at this since 2009… thirteen years and around three months. I want closure. I want to know who my family is. I want to know my heritage. I want to know my genealogy. I want to know my family’s medical history. I want to know my real name. I want to know my real age. I want to know what happened to separate us. I want to know if I have siblings. I want to know if I have nieces and nephews. I want to know about each of my family member’s likes, dislikes, peculiarities, and everything. I want to know when is my Birthday? I want to know what is my family’s religious beliefs? I want to go to the House of God as a civilized loving family in our right mind. I want to hear about all the family members who have passed away since my abduction. I want to be able to sit down at the table and have a meal together without cursing, screaming, and hateful violent behavior. I want to have kind, loving, civilized, and reasonably intelligent conversations and we all are in our right minds. I want to celebrate the holidays with my family. I want to be able to call my real mom “Mom” and my real dad “Dad, and have them cry tears of joy that God allowed them to hear their missing child say that to them before they die. I want to know that my family NEVER gave up hope for my return. I want to know my family loves me and NEVER wished for my death. 

 Yes, I agree. I do want a lot because I and my family were denied a whole lifetime together to do these things together. Unlike you, I and my family do not have the luxury of a lifetime. IF my parents are still alive, if they had me when they were twenty-five years old, they are in their eighties now. Time is limited for us. So, I do not want any more time taken from us. I want to do as much as can be done in the short time we have together.

THAT IS NOT TOO MUCH TO ASK AND EXPECT!

I Guess I Need to Air the Police Department’s Dirty Laundry to Get Them to Do Their Tax Paid Job!

It is now 11:11 PM on Friday February 10, 2023 and I called the police department shortly before 11:00 PM to report someone looking in my Library window, again. I am sitting here waiting for them to show up. This has been going on since the end of December, but you cannot report such a crime in Prince William County until after you place NO Trespassing signs. The signs are up and this individual stopped for a while but has started back up. The dispatcher didn’t think there was anything wrong with what is taking place here.

I am back. The police just left. I am sick and tired of this. This nonsense started toward the end of December. The officer told me they would patrol the neighborhood. We shall see. Hopefully, they will get this individual off the street permanently!

On a different note: There is a detective who is interested in finding out if I could be his missing child case. I have been communicating with him all week. I did a DNA test about 3 1/2 years ago and we are having a horrible time getting my DNA Profile from them because they have it in a Zip File that cannot be accessed. If he can get it, then he can provide it to the facility in Texas which will upload my DNA to the CODIS Database. Once it is in the CODIS Database, even if I am not this specific child, if someone from my real family gave their DNA my DNA will be a “hit”. We are hoping the information will be emailed by the DNA site Monday so he can upload it to Texas and the CODIS Database on Monday also. Hopefully, I will know Monday if my DNA matches. If it does, then the next step is he would drive to where I live and do an official DNA test to confirm I am the missing child.

If you and your children have never experienced abduction, hug your children, be grateful neither of you has experienced what I and my family have gone through, and pray that neither of you ever has to go through such an experience.

Well, it is almost 12:00 midnight. I better go.