Got To Love That Full Moon!

First of all, Happy Resurrection Sunday.

Their Jack Russell Terrier got to eat last Saturday and on Tuesday. The other days, if she ate, which I doubt, it was out. I made sure she at least had fresh water in as many bowls as I could manage to sneak to wash and refill with clean water. I snuck her two dog bones this morning. She hasn’t had a dog bone in two to three weeks. I figure, if they make her go without food again today, at least she has two dog bones.

The Department of the Census has decided to do a mid-decade Census. Why, I have no idea. Normally, the Census has always been every ten years landing on 00,10,20,30,40,50,60,70,80,90,and then repeats itself starting with 00. So, why they are doing a Census in 2016, your guess is as good as mine.

The Department of the Census sent theirs a while back and they ignored it. The Department of the Census sent them a little postcard telling them in so many words to do it by mail or by phone or they would show up at their door to make them do it.

I haven’t seen the questions but I have heard about some of the questions, that the questions are very intrusive. For example, they want your whole medical history written down for them. They want to know who your employer and your immediate supervisor is. Like I said, I have not seen the questions, but they were complaining that it was none of the government’ business.

Yesterday, I saw the Census in it’s sealed envelope on the counter waiting to be mailed. The Federal Government is obviously strapped for money because while I don’t go out of my way to look at the mail that is waiting to be mailed, I couldn’t help but notice his answer through the cheap envelope. There was a time when the government used top quality paper especially if the information was confidential. Obviously, not anymore.

I don’t think the Director is going to be very happy with the answer he gave him. It might give some postal employee sorting through mail a good laugh at the answer and tell his buddies about how “bold this guy is”, but, considering that the government does not take “No” for an answer from it’s citizens,  I doubt the Director will be happy with this answer. So, I suspect the Department of the Census will be showing up sometime next week or the week after to flex it’s muscles. The Department of the Census is in for a rude awakening because they have no clue as to what they are walking into. I’d like to say that I hope they wait till the full moon is over but whether it’s a full moon or not, my abductors love fighting, even if it’s to the death, and they’re getting worse.

So far, the Prince William County Police Department hasn’t been by about their Jack Russell Terrier…

Maybe they’re waiting for the full moon to end.

BLIND

I’d like to say that I didn’t see it coming

that it was a shock to me

to everyone

but it wasn’t, all the signs were there

Maybe I turned a blind eye hoping I was wrong

or maybe I thought you were kidding

but either way I wish it wasn’t true

I could’ve been there to help you

to be there when you needed someone the most

now I’ll never know.

 

By: Abby February 2, 2014

On: Hellopoetry.com/words/102885/blind-eye/poems/

 

 

HTAT

I have been pondering my childhood a lot lately. Thinking about all the things that have happened to me and one thing that seems to keep coming up is the thought: there is no way that in my interactions with neighbors, teachers, principals, Girl Scouts, and other adults I have crossed in my daily life that none of them could not have known something was terribly wrong.

They all knew with their interactions with my female abductor that she was not stable. In fact, that she was capable of violence (as they found out when I showed up to class in first grade covered in blood). They all saw that. They also saw he was a mean man, what little they saw of him. They also saw me and how I was always in distress. Yes, they were not in the home to witness the brutality, but, they saw the signs and knew: “something is terribly wrong”.

So, why didn’t any of them do something, anything?

Because they all suffered from a catastrophic incurable disease called HTAT or HANDS THAT ARE TIED.

This is a terrible disease suffered by billions of people, especially our elected leaders who don’t do their job and turn around and say “My hands are tied”, but that’s another story for another time.

I know first hand how people have turned a blind eye all throughout my childhood and how the police and the National Center For Missing and Exploited Children have turned a blind eye due to their hands are tied. I can’t do that to another.

My abductors have a Jack Russell Terrier who is going to be 10 or 11 years old. Even though she is in her 70’s (in dog years), she is just like a two year old SPOILED ROTTEN! We all, including myself, have made her this way.

My male abductor’ health has deteriorated, but, he doesn’t help the situation by ignoring the doctors and doing exactly opposite. His rage and dementia has increased. Their Jack Russell Terrier’ left leg was injured about two to three weeks ago while she was with him. He doesn’t know how her leg was injured. Fortunately, it was not broken. He refuses to let her eat, provide her fresh water, take her for walks. When she is taken out to do her business, he chokes her with her chain even though she has at least three dog harnesses (he refuses to use them) and screams and cusses at her to “HURRY UP AND PISS!” She spends the majority of her time in their bed with them or in a dog cage.

Sometimes they take her with them when they go somewhere and they leave her in the hot or cold vehicle. I have tried talking with them about the dangers of the temperature and also the threat of her being dognapped. They ignore me.

I have tried to take her out, feed her, give her fresh water and he screams and cusses at me. Yesterday afternoon he started to lunge for me while screaming and cussing because I took her out of the cage and out to pee.

My female abductor refuses to do anything because, well, she also suffers from HTAT. I got chewed out last night by her about it. I am just to turn a blind eye.

Well, I can’t do that.

I have no doubt in my mind that he is trying to kill her so she will not live after he dies. Actually, don’t write me off as nuts, because NBC News did a story on people who take their animals to the grave with them. You can read all about it at:

http://www.nbcnews.com/id/40423629/ns/health-pet_health/t/when-i-die-so-does-my-dog-some-p…

The pharaohs of Ancient Egypt use to do the same thing. They would have their favorite pets murdered and buried in the tomb with them so the pet could be with them in the afterlife.

In Prince William County, their is an unwritten and unadvertised list. It is a list of whose lives are considered of value in Prince William County. It is a very short list and in order of priority:

1.   Elected Officials and their families

2.  Elected Officials cronies (only the ones they truly care about)

3.  Police Officers and their families

4.  animals

Every one else can go, well, you know where.

I would like to ask any one in WordPress world who cares about animals if you could let Chief Hudson know that this letter is for him. I would call, but, after the call to the main number and then to him alerting him of the suspicious man taking photos of Starbucks ventilation and lighting systems (about the time of the terrorist attack in California) went ignored, I pretty much know they would turn a blind eye to a Jack Russell Terrier out of spite due to my vocal “viewpoints”.

Now, be nice. After all, your not me, so he should listen to you. His number is (703)792-6650.

Dear Chief Stephan M. Hudson,

First of all, let me congratulate you on your retirement which officially begins at the end of your shift on March 31, 2016. You deserve it. I know you must be exhausted from holding two positions at the same time: your position as Chief of Police and the Head of Internal Affairs.

Chief Hudson, I know you must have much to do in your last week before you leave and I don’t want to take you away from that, but, if you could squeeze in helping a vulnerable dog, I would appreciate it. Also, since she is an animal and therefore privileged to be on Prince William County’ unwritten and unadvertised short list of whose lives are of value, you are obligated to help her.

I care about her and you will never know how contacting you is breaking my heart because of the fear deep down that the police will take her, but, I can’t stand seeing them mistreat her and possibly trying to kill her. All those childhood years I was mistreated and others turned a blind eye due to their HTAT really sucked. I wonder if somebody had taken the initiative, would I have been returned to my family years ago and my abductors would be in jail. Obviously, this is something we will never know and even if we could turn back time, I have no doubt that those adults in my life would repeat history.

Chief Hudson, I am hoping that you can convince them to properly feed her every day, give her fresh water every day, walk her every day as the weather allows, take her out to do her business every two to three hours and be patient with her. After all, she cannot take herself to the toilet on her own and I don’t know how you would like it if you needed assistance to the bathroom and the person helping you there screamed at you “HURRY UP AND PISS!” If you could convince them to use her harness so they will not choke her (she has three harnesses). If you could convince them to give her a bath at least once a week.  If you could convince them to stop hitting her and kicking her. Chief Hudson, her leg did not injure itself!!!

Chief, I am also hoping you can convince them to leave her home when they have to go out instead of condemning her to staying in a hot/cold car or truck while they shop or are in the doctors office.

I have been more than willing to help them take care of her but they are refusing all help. If you could convince them to allow me to help take care of her. Chief Hudson, I don’t want to see her taken away and I don’t want her to be killed due to abuse and neglect. 

Chief Hudson, they desperately need help. They’re mean, cruel, violent, narcissistic, vulgar, abusive, lie through their teeth, combative, argumentative, unreasonable. I am hoping that for their Jack Russell Terrier’ sake you can reach them.

The next door neighbor has a cat they have taken a hatred to like the Guide Dog across the street that my male abductor said he would impale with a pitch fork. My male abductor is planning on setting a trap to catch the cat and drive it 50 miles up to West Virginia to set it loose. They hate cats. My female abductor said she has a different idea. To buy a gun and shoot the cat. Lately, they have not talked in front of me about their desire to see a cop killed, but while it is good they lost their death wish for the police, it could just mean that their death wish is temporarily moved to the next door neighbors cat.

Chief Hudson, these are not reasonable people. They do not care about anything nor any one but themselves. So, it would be wise to have backup when you show up. While they do not care about a dead cop (s), I do care. Please be careful.

Chief, I am sorry if you find me brazen and I know you are busy, and I know I am nothing and my life means absolutely nothing to any of you, but, don’t curse an innocent dog just because I exposed the “dirt”. You all took a gamble concerning that suspicious man at Starbucks by doing nothing, and thankfully nothing tragic has happened, and hopefully will not happen. If he had been a terrorist would all those lives have been worth it just because I exposed the “dirt”?  Just like the call I made about the blood curdling screams of a woman one night. I had to call 911 twice. I call you all only when necessary, and you can research how many times I “burdened” you all through the 911, Main Number, and your number.  Don’t curse others because of me.

 Chief, I don’t want to see their Jack Russell Terrier abused, mistreated, killed, nor taken away and “put down”. PLEASE, help her, if not because of your disdain and hatred for me “blowing the whistle” on your cop (who WAS in the wrong), then for the sake of the county’ unwritten and unadvertised short list of lives that are of value to the county’ and police’ time.

Thank you.

 

 

 

Rambler?

I am at the moment pondering whether I should delete my account with Word Press. I just went through my messages and was quite hurt by two messages I received telling me to “keep on rambling”.

Another message told me to go to church. That the church could help me.

One person considers a missing person “rambling” if the person complains about the police shirking their tax paid duty in solving a missing persons case. Another person believes the pastor, deacon, trustee, Sunday School teacher, choir director, and lay person can do the police departments job since the police want the money but don’t want to do the job!

Have we as a society in the year 2016 been so desensitized that a missing person trying to find their identity, know their genealogy, know their family medical history, know their family before the family dies off, to simply right a wrong is now classified as a “rambler” and needs to go to church?!?!

Frankly, to tell you the truth I use to go to church. The pastor even knew part of my situation and called me a liar!

I am a Christian that deserves to burn in hell, but even though I don’t deserve any grace from the Lord, HE doesn’t give up on me, unlike the police, National Center For Missing and Exploited Children, the church, and now people in Word Press.

I know I have not mentioned the Lord in my post’ which is a sin. I don’t know why, maybe deep down, sub-consciously, I knew people on Word Press would not bother reading my posts if I mentioned HIM.

I want so bad to find my family and I know I cannot expect any of you to even understand, nor even have compassion for my situation when none of you even have walked in my shoes nor walked in the shoes of another missing person or their family’ shoes.

When have any of you spent endless days and nights crying for your missing child? When have any of you spent endless days and nights wondering if your child is safe or if their raped mutilated decomposing body is dumped in the woods somewhere with the carnivores eating what’ left of your child?!?! When have any of you ever been a terrified missing child crying for your mother or dad wondering if you would ever see them again? When have any of you been a missing child that when you went to the police, the police turned their back on you? When have  any of you ever been a parent looking for your child and the police and National Center For Missing and Exploited Children abandoned your child and ignored you?!?! When have any of you had a  pastor, deacon, Sunday School teacher, trustee, etc. call you a “liar”, AND

even REFUSE to pray for you?!?!?!?!

Please forgive my “rambling” and my rebellion in not going to church, BUT

until you walk in my or another’ shoes, please keep your insensitive comments to yourself because they are not helpful and only tell me and others going thru this that we are only “rambling” and need to go to church!!!!!!!

 

I GUESS IT HAS BEEN A WHILE…

I am disgusted at the moment, so, I hope every one will be patient with me.

First of all, I hope you all had a wonderful and safe Thanksgiving surrounded by your family. I hope none of you took it for granted.  I hope you all have a wonderful and safe Christmas, New Years, and other holidays surrounded by your family.

I just finished posting a comment on a new site called The Mustard Seed Fundraiser (http://www.themustardseedfundraiser.wordpress.com). The site is run by a woman who is crowdfunding for NON-tax exempt donations (as she puts it) to hire a private investigator to find the first group of 9400 missing persons on the Charley Project website.

She advertises very well that she is not a registered tax exempt non-profit (501c…), so all donations cannot be written off on the donors taxes. She is just one woman who took a stand and decided to do something about the problem.

She has two funds she is raising  non-tax exempt donations for. The first is the Private Investigator Fund where all non-tax exempt donations designated by the donor will go only to pay for the private investigator. She is trying to raise $940,000,000 by January so she can hire the private investigator  the first week of January 2016! With only 18days? 19 days? left in 2015, she has not received $1 yet for the Private Investigator Fund!

The second fund is the Expense Fund for expenses such as to hire an accountant to do the taxes, office supplies, etc.  As she puts it, she is letting every donor decide where they want their non-tax exempt donation to go in to.

Can you imagine? If she succeeds in raising the necessary funds, how many people could possibly be found still alive to be reunited with their family; or if not alive, then recovered so they can be given a decent burial and their family can have closure.

WOW! I hope she succeeds because none of the registered tax exempt non-profits are doing it. She has one major problem that is hindering her though: I suspect people are wary of giving because she is not a registered non-profit, BUT, that can be a major plus in this day of corrupt tax exempt non-profits.

Apparently, her sarcasm is just as biting as mine is. She has an undiplomatic way of speaking her mind as much as I do.

Hmm… not a good month for the crooked tax exempt non-profits.

O.K. let me put it as undiplomatically as possible:

I cannot tell people who to donate to. Every one needs to make that decision themselves, but as for me, this is how I look at it:

With all the different tax exempt organizations that exist in this country alone, and apparently a new “offshoot” of NCFMEC (the little sister thing)that deals specifically with sex trafficking, while they do a few things, they don’t, and they won’t use the donations to hire a private investigator. The names of the missing are never ending and growing at astronomical proportions. This has got to come to a screeching halt! The tax exempt non-profits have failed miserably. They take the donor’ money and “squander” it. They get richer,  the missing stay missing, and the missing lists grow longer! it never ends!

While police departments across the country do find some missing within the first year, in general, police departments have failed miserably in finding the missing. They claim they don’t have money. They claim they don’t have personnel. I am sure they have a book of excuses they can turn to when they need a reason to get out of finding a missing person.

WHAT? Oh! You find that comment offensive?

You tell me what is more offensive: 1) me ruffling your peacock feathers with the truth or 2) NCFMEC telling me that they will not help any missing child who goes missing before their ‘cutoff date” of 1984 AND Officer Burkes comment AND now another cop telling me that it isn’t their job to solve missing child cases.

You tell me: what is more offensive? 

Look in the mirror and you will find your answer!!!!!!!

Even though The Mustard Seed is not a registered tax exempt non-profit, I am going to give the Mustard Seed a chance and send a non-tax exempt donation.

Something has got to be done because nobody else is doing it!

Reality

Dear Prince William County Police,

There is a child across the street who has a service dog who has a history of getting loose. I’ve seen the dog close up once and it looks like a pit bull rottweiler, which is surprising to me because I didn’t think that breed of dog was controllable, disciplined enough to be trusted as a service dog. Maybe it’s a different breed. Anyways, on Sunday my female abductor said the dog got loose again and came into the garage and growled at her. I wasn’t here to witness it, but, now my male abductor has made a vow. He vowed he is going to purchase a pitchfork and kill the service dog if it gets loose and comes into the garage again.

Now, why I am notifying you this way is because the Prince William County Police Department doesn’t believe anything I say with the latest example a few months ago when I called 911 about the blood curdling screams at a neighbor’s house leading me to believe a possible murder was taking place. It took calling you twice and waiting 20 minutes for the first cruiser to show up. Maybe, since everyone in Word Press knows what goes on, maybe it will be incentive enough to get the police to prevent a mauling and a crazy man with a pitch fork from impaling the dog and anything else that happens to be in his way!

I am desperately trying to live each day with my circumstances and the police department from Officer Burke all the way down to the that woman at the National Center For Missing and Exploited Children have proven beyond a shadow of a doubt that you just don’t care. Up until now, I have not used names because I really don’t want to see people lose their jobs. It has dawned on me that this has been a one sided relationship of respect and concern. All these years I bent over backwards protecting you all yet I have yet to see the same respect and concern from you!

No more. I truly didn’t want to see anyone in trouble or lose their jobs. I also stupidly believed that people make stupid decisions and would come around and right their wrong. From my view you all are no more closer to helping me get home than you were before! Well, I know how this works. Because I outed Officer Burke, I know I must be punished. You know where you can find me to put me down. As a matter of fact why don’t you do it off Waterfall Road. With as secluded as it is, it will be 30 years before my skeletal remains will be found. That young woman who went missing in Maryland in 1981-1982, her remains were found about two years ago off Waterfall Road. It will be perfect! By the time my remains are found, everyone in Word Press world will either be dead or in a nursing home with Alzheimer’s Disease. Perfect crime to get away with!

Am I crazy? I am only crazy to believe that any of you gives a rats tail about me and any other missing child!

News to Overjoy the Prince William County Police and the National Center For Missing and Exploited Children…..

This should make their day! So let me get started!

I am sitting here in the Haymarket – Gainesville Community Library right now tears running down my face while typing this. There was another fight on the way to the library between him and I.

I have been doing the yard work, that is, what I can physically do without injuring myself. I am partially disabled. They haven’t been doing it and the yard has deteriorated to where the neighbors are going to complain to the county. There are a couple kids in the neighborhood who have been coming on the property having parties and dumping their trash. I cleaned their “party spot” and removed all the leaves. The trash went in the trashcan and the leaves went in the yard for him to mow (which is what he would do every year because he doesn’t want to haul them to the dump). I picked up most of the branches and put them in two piles so that when he decides, he can drive his truck to the two spots and I can load the branches onto the truck for him to haul to the dump. They have a bush that is overgrown and was touching the Direct TV Dish, so, I trimmed only the branches that touched the dish.  I got their pots of dirt ready so that he can use them to fill the sink holes in the yard and cleaned the “condo” (with the exception of blowing all the dirt and leaves out because I cannot operate the leaf blower).

They do not want me doing the yard work, yet, they go to the neighbors and tell them that I’m “a lazy fat (expletive) that lies on her fat (expletive) all day long!!!!!” I know this for a fact because a neighbor was so nice to let me know. He is physically, and I am beginning to believe mentally incompetent, incapable to do the work. His health has drastically deteriorated to where he can’t hardly get up or down the steps or in or out of the truck without gasping for air. Lately he has offered to take me to the library. I took it as maybe he was waking up and realizing that he doesn’t have much time left and was trying to make peace with me…. trying to do some good with what little life he has left. They keep saying they don’t have any money, but, they want to hire at least one illegal alien if not more to do the yard work. I have tried to talk to them about not risking all their assets by doing this. The government will seize their home, vehicles, retirement, pension, everything if they do this and the government will not even care about leaving a 75-76 year old man and woman homeless and destitute on a park bench.

He freaked out this morning and told me he was going to call the police and have me arrested because I was selfish and doing this for my ego! I can’t see struggling to do yard work for FREE as an ego booster nor do I see it as being selfish. Maybe somebody can explain it to me. I told him that the yard work is not going to do itself and hiring illegals is going to get him in trouble. I think he believes that because he’s a Democrat, the government will look the other way.

I’m sorry, but the library computer says I have 5 minutes left.  Gotta go.

Hopefully my entry is bringing great joy to the police and NCFMAEC! I’m glad I made your day!